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That's why I am not ready to be Mom

As far as I check my Facebook account, I read these kinds of posts by young mothers who are suffering from this different experience, or you could tell the terrible experience after they had a baby. They couldn't do anything, I literally mean everything, without their babies, even go to Pepe. I read the other kinds of these posts on depression after pregnancy left mothers stuck with these sinking feelings. After all, when you asked a mother would she change anything if she could. She would say NO. She still sees the hell they put her through is the best experience ever. After all, when you asked a mother "Would she change anything if she could". She would say NO. She still sees the hell they put her through is the best experience ever. "I don't want to be a mom!" How dare you? That what I always hear when I say that's motherhood is not my aim. They do not yet realize that an adult woman could not want to be a mom.  They

You Know.. You Deserve!

I feel stuck in a rut. I find all my efforts useless. Lonely. Maybe even my most loyal friends not in contact with me. My work is a dull chore. I want to be away, maybe for a recreation break or for replenishing my energy. You know we all be there. Yesterday, I talked to my classmate about her despair and worry. She was telling me she felt bored to tears as she wanted to quit her work. It was the first time I saw her in this mood. I always thought she is very optimistic and successful and never felt these depressed feeling. She told me that her trying to get a good job has been stopping from one year, and no one connected with her. I completely surprised as I always considered her an overqualified candidate. She is smart, funny, helpful, and highly skilled. Now I realized an important thing. You never give yourself what you deserve. You see yourself all the time just a loser, dump. You have no chance to achieve your aims. What you need to be compas