I feel stuck in a rut. I find all
my efforts useless. Lonely. Maybe even my most loyal friends not in contact
with me.
My work is a dull chore. I want to
be away, maybe for a recreation break or for replenishing my energy.
You know we all be there.
Yesterday, I talked to my
classmate about her despair and worry. She was telling me she felt bored to
tears as she wanted to quit her work.
It was the first time I saw her in
this mood. I always thought she is very optimistic and successful and never
felt these depressed feeling.
She told me that her trying to get
a good job has been stopping from one year, and no one connected with her.
I completely surprised as I always
considered her an overqualified candidate. She is smart, funny, helpful, and
highly skilled.
Now I realized an important thing.
You never give yourself what you deserve. You see yourself all the time just a
loser, dump. You have no chance to achieve your aims.
What you need to be compassionate
with yourself. Maybe you need to set a new challenge that tests your skills.
If your work becomes tedious, why
not re-thinking to change it. Why not trying new things, you might go on it,
maybe not. But at least you will engage an experience.
You need to pat yourself on your
shoulder.
Do something even it's so simple
and shares it with your friends or parents. Stop thinking you are nothing
because you are everything.
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